temples of sacrifice.

my whole life i have dealt with things that would make many people go insane. i've become quite good at it. i also have been told over and over that i could bring kingdoms to their knees if i so wished. i never have had a relationship with someone who didn't just roll over once i told them i was through. so obviously my next move in this chain would be to be brought to my knees and become the one who, even if i was not to blame or if i didn't realize i was wrong, begs forgiveness. 


a clever remark was made, "my body is a temple. get on your knees and pray."
i AM a temple. or at least i WAS.
i am now just human, vulnerable and weak.
as my protection, you seem to have failed me.


my love for you however, has not. nor will it ever.


so i can not understand why when i, who once was treated as a goddess would be, am willing to sacrifice to improve what we could be, to be truly 100% happy, you, can not.


hope is failing,
joy is waiting,
and love is turning a blind eye.




why?






-Capt'n